just so you know, my computer is broken. so i shan't be updating regularly (not like i did, ever lol) or signing guest books or being on msn or reading your blogs unless as is now i am on the council office computer or the computers outside the office or whatever.

cheers

love, hugs and broken computers

~jessica
i wrote this at 12:43 AM

when you're on your own, in this life; days and nites are long; when you think you've had too much of this life... hang on.

*sigh* okay. so i left my damn camera at dad's this morning. so i just walked all the way over there to get it. but no one's home and the door's locked. so i walked all the way back. and i'm talking to him now and he said i can go steal my key from him but there's no way in hell i'm traversing that damn frozen tundra again. fuck it. i'll go downtown some other time.

this is insane.

that's it.

love hugs and stuff
~jess
i wrote this at 1:34 PM

so careful, when i'm in your arms.

ahahaha. okay. so here's what actually happened yesterday.

started to do my french. for real. decided i wasn't going to go downtown, because there wasn't enough time cuz all the stores closed at 6. so, started to do my french. went fooding with meg (ie i watched her eat). came back. dad had left me a message saying "have you gone downtown yet?" at 5.44. i answered him at 5.52. but there was no answer cuz he was playing fallout. i proceeded to leave him cabillions of msn msgs and trying to call him, but someone was on the phone. then licia invited me to go to gill's. but i didn't wanna. i didn't wanna go to the movie, either, cuz i wanted to stay in and do work. so i said no to licia. finally i got a hold of dad, he convinced me to go to the movie. so i leave here, get there later than intended, we leave (with erin now as well), realise on the subway that we're late and will miss a bunch of the movie, come back, watch aqua teen, erin leaves, i carve lino, dad plays fallout. we go to bed.

so there. i didn't do diddly-shit yesterday. cuz i'm a big stupid idiot. starting today. i swear. starting today i'm not hanging out anymore if i have work to do.

now i have to go downtown for real.






... but i don't wanna!

love, hugs and whinning,
~jessica
i wrote this at 9:23 AM