you have changed cuz i still feel the same...

oh ya.. (in addendum to what i just wrote in my guestbook) the main reasons i was all upset about pepper (other than the fact i'll never see him again) was when i was all guilt-ridden and when i was trying to console kt.

ANYway... i just got through playing asshole for like 11 hours. well, we started around 4 and now it's 3 am. but we did watch a movie in the middle of that. movie being the italian job. i was sorta asleep for a lot of that.

but man, the first few hours, THE RAGE sure does build up. it was fun.

here are results from some quizzes from ja-9's blog.

1. the sexual fetish quiz... like i didn't see this one coming.. the drawing is cute.


pure

What's YOUR sexual fetish?
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2. what kind of kiss am i... also totally predictable


You are a child's kiss. Completely sweet and
innocent and pure. You mean no harm and only
love in your sweet kisses.


What kind of kiss are you?
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3. monkey! this was a really good quiz... same as ja-9 again... what the dillio?


Which monkey are you?
Another pointless diversion from Bijouriel

4. hollywood hunk... stupid quiz.. only 3 questions.. i got brad pitt but the pic is too big to post it..

and that's all she wrote

love, hugs and ASSHOLE!

~jessica
i wrote this at 3:41 AM

cuz the old black rum's got a hold on me...

*sigh* there is something seriously fucked up going on in the world. okay, so first of all, all these pets are dying. rosie-posie, larry, pepper [he got put down yesterday for anyone who didn't know], licia's ex-bf's dog was hit by a car yesterday...

and then me and licia are sitting at the ab very late (it was almost closing) and we're trying to figure out tudhope and shite about licia and jeff giles walks in and tells us his mom just died. suddenly. she wasn't sick or anything.

i don't even know what to say. i don't understand why the world is suddenly this crappy crappy place. i mean, i used to hear about how it was a crappy horrible place, but at the same time i would always be happy and be able to find the goodness in the world. but now? i just don't understand what's going on.

clare, if you still have that email you sent us all about the crazy stars and the whole negative thing that was supposed to happen this month, could ya send it to me?

guh.. stupid world... i feel so bad for jeff. i didn't even know what to say. i cried last nite. cuz i hate seeing my friends in pain.

anyway, that's my post. i have to write that essay this weekend.. that one that i thoght was due last week. stupid essays...

love, hugs and a fucked up world

~jessica
i wrote this at 1:27 PM