i believe in the sand beneath my toes.

my tan guy skater pants, white alien pog "slam!" t-shirt, wings, white socks with attempted xfiles pictures ironed on, hair in pigtails.

i just finished reading all the old sp. now i don't know what to do.

kt just stole the phone so now i have absolutely nothign to do. i wonder if me and my mom are going for our walk soon... hmm...

yesterday i got my rez acceptance. i could have sworn i already said something, but i just read though yesterday's post, so i guess not. so ya. it's room 445. hooray for 4th floor. it overlooks the parking lot. which is not fun. i wanted one that overlooked the quad. at least i'm not behind the bathroom though. so hooray for that. the room i'm in is down the hall from meg and diane's old room. for anyone who saw that.

yep.


so i'm bored. i guess i'll say buh-bye.

love, hugs and cheers

~jessica

i wrote this at 2:20 PM

it's a shot-gun bang! whassaput that thang! i wanna know, how does it hang? straight up, wait up, hold up mister lover...

whoooooooooooooot for salt 'n peppa. ha! that part in italics is a part i dont' understand what she's saying at all. ha.

so, here are some song lyrics to a song i love dearly. i must watch this movie again. i think i've only seen it once, which for a disney movie, is quite sad.


a: I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me princess, now when did
You last let your heart decide?

I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over, sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride

A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming

j:A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But, now, from way up here
It's crystal clear
That now I'm in a whole new world with you

Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feeling
Soaring, tumbling, freewheeling
Through an endless diamond sky

A whole new world
(a:Don't you dare close your eyes)
A hundred thousand things to see
(Hold your breath it gets better)
I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be

A whole new world
With new horizons to pursue
I'll chase them aywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you

(repeat third verse)
A whole new world
(Every turn a surprise)
With new horizons to purue
(Every moment red-letter)
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
Anywhere, there's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you

A whole new world
That's where we'll be
A thrilling chase
A wondrous place
For you and me

aw. such a sweet magical song. yay! and ya, like i said, i think i've only seen aladdin once. maybe twice. prince of theives sucked. but the original was awesome. i think i wanna start collecting disney movies. like the ones i have hardly seen. like the aristocats. and 101 dalmations. and sleeping beauty. and pinnochio. and like all the rest of them. i haven't seen them all enough. dern it.

*sigh* i hate when sp takes forever to load. cuz then it doesn't work. and then i get angry. and i really, really really hate pop-up ads. they always screw up my computer. and it pisses me right off.

i feel hungry. but that cannot be. i stuffed myself today. grr... damn digesting making me feel hungry.

i love skirts. especially my black one. i wear it all the time. oh! i decided i was gonna copy diane and every time i post i'll tell y'all what i'm wearing so you can picture me in yo heads, a'ight? a'ight. i'll do that at the end of the post. or at the beginning. ya, okay, from now on it'll be at the beginning.

but right now i'm wearing my black skirt that goes just below the knee, my "surf's up!" t-shirt with the hood, white socks and pigtails. no wings cuz i forgot about them earlier and then decided it was too late to put them on.

she cries that life is like some movie, black and white. dead actors faking lines. over and over and over again, she cries.

i love songs. and lyrics. i love music. i want to with black and red sharpies write a bunch of song lyrics all over my computer. but then i was thinking what if i want to sell it at some point? so i dont' know if i should do it. but i want to.

angels lend me your might. forfeit all my lives to get just one right.
all those colours long since faded. all our smiles get confiscated. never were we told, we'd be bought and sold, we were innocent.

two fuel songs in a row. imagine that. such a good song though. both of them. hmm.. maybe i should download some more fuel.

ya, this prayer is for me tonite.

stupid computer stupidly messing up. i hate it! i hate it!

when i said i wanted to write all over my computer, i meant george. not the fam comp, but the one i just got.

ya, that's right i named my computer. and i named it george. : )

my leg is killing me. stupid carribean work out and the koolatron and the walk. way too much excercising for me. so awhile ago i said that i did 6 k on the thinger. ya, that was a total lie. meaning i was mistaken. i actually do 2.5-3 if i can. the 6k was a few days worth but i didn't realise it saved them. ha.

ack! i keep thinking that i've lost this whole post and it's scary!

stupid hungry feeling...

so i'm getting repetitive, aren't i? hmmmm....

so tomorrow is one week into me being 19, i just realised. i don't feel that much older. well, i mean, this past year i know i've grown a lot and i know i've learned a lot but i still feel like the sweet little baby girl of the group. and i like it. when i say the group, i mean the york group. lindsays are all equal to me.

why is sp taking so long?! arg!

so i've become obsessed with fanfic again. ahahahaha. well, not obsessed persay, but i've been reading stories. it's fun, i like it.

and i love saying that. "it's fun, i like it" i don't know if it's from somethign or someone said it once or something, but i say it all the time and i quite like it. ha.

i am beautiful, no matter what they say. words can't bring me down.

ha. yes, i'm listening to christina. and yes it's of my own volition and accord. i quite love this song. it's so pretty.

i also love my hair recently. i've noticed that it forms sort of dred like sprially doos. that go all the way up to the pigtail-y elastic thingers. and i like it.

yay for useless posts!

sorry about the uselessness of this. although, all these posts are useless, but this one is boring at the same time. i just feel like writing. dunno why.

i was gonna make a new blog and link to it on this, i still will, i think. wait. i'm gonna go do that now. look for new linky deals on the right side. : )

love, huggles and cheers.

~jessica

i wrote this at 10:59 PM

everybody! everybody! everybody! everybody!...

and so on.

so, what has been up since... the 14th? hmm.. what's the day today? friday is the 20th and andy's birthday, which means today is the ... er... 18th. i'm good at math. shut up.

um. i've been up to nothing. hooray. i still don't know about that job cuz york is full of slow administration and such things. and i therefore also dont' know about my enrolment fee getting pushed off to september like they did last year, cuz stupid guy still hasnt' emailed me back. cuz he sucks.

i got my rez acceptance today. hooray! that also requires a 300$ deposit which i obviously dont' have. so i asked about it in my email of acceptance. hopefully, they're the type of person to answer. but if they work at york, they probly don't.

my head hurts and katie keeps singing damn moulin rouge. and the tv is way loud. in the living room, that is.

friday is super day of fun with ja-9. meaning to her cottage we shall go. and i shall say "hooray" with the fun that will be had. : )

i have nothing to say. NOTHING!

i am not convinced that you all went to something positive the best comic in the world. and to that i say too bad for you, cuz it rocks the socks of off every fox. ha. i'm cool. and nifty.

*sigh* i guess that's it.

love, huggles and cheers

~jessica
i wrote this at 8:31 PM