so when i'm doing stuff, it's not that bad.

now i'm gonna tell you people everythign that i did on friday, saturday and today. even though most of you (okay, sarah, jen and ja-9... which is pretty much everyone excluding chandra. cuz i don't think anyone else reads this) were involved in said events.

friday

the chance of a lifetime, what a great place to be

so... woke up early early. like 7. went to the mall. hung around and bought things such as hair gel. cuz that was a must and i was running low. then i walked to weldon. it took me less than an hour. less than an hour to walk from the very edge of the town to the other edge. just to give any non-lindsay folk an idea of how small the place is.

so i got to school ten minutes before lunch and i called me mam. then clare and ja-9 walked by so i hung up with my mommy and went to their lockers. then we wandered around, eventually finding sarah and jen, methinks. i dont' really remember. lunch was spent wandering around, saying hi to people. bone (who was also visiting) ran over and gave me a huge hug. that was nice. then donny did too. and i saw the teachers. like mr. bradley and ms. d. mr. bradley's still the funnest. meaning during third, which sarah and jen skipped (i didn't say anythign, they did it at their own volition.. is that a word?) they had taken their dialogue from him cuz it was the funniest so they read it to me. then we wrote a ransom note and slid it under his door while he had a class, saying "if you ever want to see your dialogue again, come to the end of the hall and bring a caramilk" then a student came out with another note: "if you want grades, you'll give me the dialogue" to which we replied "WE WILL NEVER GIVE IN TO YOUR DEMANDS" or something similar. then he sent another one that said "thank you, you make my job easier" it was great.

we also played yukor (sp?) in the caf (me, jen, sarah, clare were the four involved in all of this) then we wandered around. fourth was kinda boring cuz me and sarah had nothign to do so we just walked around and around and stuff.

after school, jen had work, so i wandered over to tails and teeth. it was fun. then i went to beckers and met up with donny who said if i came back in like half an hour i could chill with him, so i wandered around the block and when i came back he was gone, cuz his mom had come to get him or something. i saw nathan. it was weird. he's tall now.

jen got off work and we went for foodage at subway. then we went to antics. it was great.

this song is the cross that i bear, bear with me... be with me tonite

then me, jen, sarah and ja-9 went to dairy queen for some ice cream consumption. that was yummy. then me and jen went to jen's and passed out.

saturday

we woke up and were bored so we went to peterbrough. we were in the walmart and i saw nadine from theatre, i think. it was odd, though i didn't go up to her or anythign, cuz i dont' actually know her.

then we went and got sarah. then we went to zellers and i played the new zelda on xbox and that was a cool game. kinda. then we went for food and then to x2 again, cuz it rocks. then we went to teh coffee house thinger, but it was just daniel greer band so we left... and we went home. meaning jen drove me home. then i showed her pictures of yorking. then she left. then i went online. then i went to sleep.

sunday

woke up at 6.30, took the dogs.

woke up at 12.00, took the dogs... and had an unwelcome visitor... "aunt flow" "my rag"... my reasons.. my period. and so while outside with them, my mom came home. and she was standing beside me, petting the dogs, and i stumbled against her, and couldnt' see, and kinda blacked out... so she helped me intot he house. and i puked in a bucket.

so i spent the whoel day on the couch watching xfiles.. fun fun



and now i dont' have anythign else to write.

love, hugs, cheers

~jessica
i wrote this at 10:28 PM

bugs, the sound of boats on the clear blue water, and sunlight so bright you have to squint in the shade.... summer is here.

yay!

it's 10 to 2 and i haven't done anythign today yet. but i'm about to get off the computer and make a shirt and start a skirt and start jen's birthday present. i have to figure out tonite if i'm able to be going to antics tomorrow. by tonite i mean in an hour, cuz that's when peoples are home from the schoolin.

everyone can see that the road that they walk on is paved in gold.

i need to put the weather channel on and see how hot it'll be tomorrow. cuz i wanna know if i have to wear pants with my skirt of choice. yop.

i don't have much to write. cuz i just wrote last nite, and now it's early afternoon and not much has happened in the life of jessica yet... hmmm... i'm kinda hungry. maybe lunch is in order. and a walk. maybe.

when pharoh's around, you get down on the ground... a pharoh's story, a pharoh's story.

huzzah for joseph. bukaki! *sigh* i'm bored. ...

so erin and erica are all moved into their apartment now. whoo them. and now i have phone number and address for them. so i can start the talkie talkie. whoot.

so is edgefest happening this year? cuz i dont' think it exists. american edgefest does, though. and i said to diane i wanted to go so i need moneys so we can go. also i wanna go to warped tour. and to wonderland when the yorkies all do that together. i had a dream last nite that it was frosh week and i was moving back in and it was all fun happy reunion-y ish. and i was wearing the shirt i'm about to make and the skirt that i wanna. and i was skinny... skinnier.. i was the way i want to be. and happy as crap. it was great.

ooh, darlin, cuz you'll always be my baby... and we'll linger on...

i had a lot of dreams last nite, actually. one of them, i was in this lake thing with some guy friend. i have no idea who it was, could've been andy, jesse, greg, clare.. it was some guy with whom i am friends. and we were swimming and there was this girl with glasses there, too. and she had made big towers of these flat pieces of wood that were wrapped in carpet like stuff. and they were stacked in the water but there were so many that they came right out of the water, even though it was way deep. and i remember the sky was yellow, and the hills were kinda yellow and it looked like a painting. and there were some other shaped pieces of wood or whatever, that she was floating on or something. and we befriended her. and then i took one of the pieces of wood, a yellow one, i think, and put it in the water to see if it floated, but it didn't so the girl put it back.

then there was a ton of french immersions there, and someone (i think it was the girl) smacked me really hard over the head with the piece of wood. and it hurt like a beeaatch. and people were joking about how i might have a concussion and i thought i seriously may have, but i just laughed it off. then there was this bathroom, a winters bathroom, and i was in it with ashley g, i think, and somehow i got smacked a couple more times over the head and then i was going to the bathroom to adjust my bathing suit or something, and then i was suddenly being trained by some boss guy and he was yelling at me for not washing my hands, though i was about to.

then i was in erin's rez room and it was all dark cuz we were watching the tv or somethign, and andy and erin were on her bed, and meg and i were on the other one. and it was very comfortable, the blankets and stuff. and my head was still killing me and i think i started crying or something cuz i thought i was dying. so meg was all comforting me. then i think andy was. then i woke up.

it was weird.

angels lend me your might. forfiet all my lives to get just one right.

so the song punk rock academy is done by guttermouth and atom and his package. and i dont' know who was the original. guttermouth is the one i've always heard, though. i think i like it better. now i'm trying to figure out who was first. imagine they both did it at the same time and didn't know each other? that would be weiiiiiird... how do i get hyper so suddenly?

nobody ever mentions the weather.

i'm not sick, but i'm not well. and i'm so hot, cuz i'm in hell.

i love that song. they cut off my legs, now i'm an amputee goddamn you

yay.

bah to google. bah to it. it's 2.11... i must go soonish.

paranoia, paranoia, everybody's comin to get me. just say you never met me. i'm runnin underground with the moles, diggin holes.

i really really like this song, i'm gonna post the lyrics as my new lyrics.

yop.

actually, maybe i'll do that later. i can't find who did punk rock academy first. ew. it smells like cat shit. that's gross. i totally cleaned the litter box out yesterday, why's it stink? grr....

ya, so, i'm gonna go now that it's almost 2.30.

love you all, hugs for everybody

cheers

~jessica
i wrote this at 2:29 PM

your drug is a heartbreaker, my love is a life-taker.

okay, so, today i did............ NOTHING!

*sigh*

but anyways, that's not important. what's important is that i may be doin stuff on friday. stuff as in antics and weldon fun. <---- that means hanging around weldon for the day. and around town too, methinks, cuz i'll be there aaaaaaallllllllll day. i need to get my mom a mom day present anyways.

hold on too tight, i hang on every word

so, today was supposed to be my first day of doing something, instead of the nothign that usually occupies my day. but then my mom woke me up at 9 and made me go to the vet - dr. kelly said i need to stop chasing cars.

ba boom boom.

but anyway, i had to go in instead of her. and i'm all "well taht fucks up my planned on schedule so i'm not going to do anythign i planned on" cuz i'm lazy like that. and stubborn. and procrastinatey. and pms-y... shhh

only the good die young

does that mean if i don't die young i wasn't as good as i thought? hmmm.... riddles riddles

riddle me this! i was just watching batman. but it wasn't batman forever, it was batman returns. but i stopped watching it half-way through so i could go on the net. but i saw my favourite scenes... the opening credits with the floating baby crib, and penguin with his black-spewing mouth, and when cat-woman is created with the creepy-ass cats.

where you there when the pharos comissioned the sphynx?

if you were than you're a jellicle cat, dont-cha-know. it's odd cuz that song came on while i was thinking about cat woman. creepy creepy.

so i wanna be a temp for much music, i have to look at that when i'm done here. you know why? well, i'll tell ya. you get a downtown apartment and money money. like 5000$ worth of the green... er, money, not pot. also, a car, but meh to that, i'll just sell it if i win. which i wont'... anyway, you all have to pray for me.

yay

i wonder when the deadline is... cuz you have to be all creative and shit and the thing i'm doing will have to be mailed in, which is money money. and i have to make it and shite, so that'll take awhile.

forget regret, or life is yours to miss

no other road, no other way, no day but today. ahh.. it's so hauntingly wonderful. yay rent.

my cat attacked me the other day for no reason. bastard. it's all "hi, i'm a gross scratch thing" but meh, i've had worse. like my track marks from all the heroin. HA.

i hope friday can happen. cuz that'll be fun fun fun till her daddy takes *mumble mumble* away. some car, methinks. lol.

so don't sit back, kick back and watch the world get bush-wacked, pretend the neighbourhood is under attack. put away the crack before the crack puts you away, you need to be there when your baby's old enough to relate.

it's true, you know. JUST SAY NO. ahahaha.

outside naked, shivering looking blue from the cold sunlight that's reflected off the moon, while baby cum angles fly around you reminding you we used to be three and not just two.

that is mine, andy and diane's song. and now diane is gone for next year. so three has become just two and that makes me sad. but the memories are fun and good and make me happy happy. i want to know what a baby cum angel is. and i want to be a baby cum angel... i think i just want to be an angel. i want wings and i want to be an orb of light that lights up a room when i walk in. that is what i really really want to be.

remember who you were, realise who you are now, choose who you want to be.

and on that note, kids, i'm off.

love you all, hugs for everybody.

cheers

~jessica
i wrote this at 10:27 PM