i've got pictures to prove i was there...


but it all seems so distant now.

today i left york. i bawled. then i bawled some more. i hugged goodbye to people i love dearly.

but it's not the goodbyes that count, it's the hellos.

>>>> i have this story book, that i've had since i was a kid... it's about this family with three little girls, and they move around so much that as soon as they say hello to new friends, they have to say goodbye. i don't remember what happens at the end, but what i always took from that story, was that it's the hellos that matter, not the goodbyes.

so now i can say hello to my old friends who i haven't seen in forever. but i'm still stuck on the goodbyes... they weren't even goodbyes, they were see you laters. but it's still sad.

anyway... as happened at christmas time, i'm obsessed with the get up kids again, now that i'm reunited with them. yay music.

i'm gonna go now....

love you all, hugs for everybody.

cheers

~jessica
i wrote this at 11:39 PM

hiya

kinda a lame-ass title but meh.

i'm all full of yummy breakfast from the galaxie diner, where me and alicia went for breakfast. and the waiter was all weird and hitting on alicia and stuff... but in a weird way.

we just moved out all of alicia's crap. well, all of it except for some clothes, bed stuff and computer. you know, the essentials are still here... she's here till wednesday or tuesday nite. i'm gone on wed at 11. but i don't wanna leave.

i wanna learn how to play "come together" on the drums. i'm just listening to it now, and it sounds the coolest. go listen to it, or next time you hear it, pay attention to the drumming. it's fun

i'm a frosh boss. hooray! and i'm float, which is what i wanted to be. there are 90 of us. which is a hella lot. ha, hella. it's cuz they expect that there'll be 20% more frosh than before. jebus.

the fishies are doing well. when i get them home, i'm going to put rocks in their bowls. cuz right now they just have a large marble each and it's not fun for them.

my arm hurts.

i've started packing a little, but i still have a lot to do. but i don't wanna do it now, so i won't. but i dont' know what i'll do instead. i have to print my taxes at some point today so i can mail them to-morrow. hooray for taxes.

the other day me and alicia went downtown to go to sugar mountain and it was the best down-towning adventure ever. i bought my jesus hoodie for 9.99 - marked down from 40. hooray for that. and we went to sugar mountain. and we had fun on queen street, cuz it's the best street. and i fell in love with the city and realised how much i'm gonna miss just being able to hop on a bus and go downtown and watch people and have fun. *sigh* stupid country-bumpkin life. except i love that too. and i can't wait to be home and waking up to the sound of birds outside my window, the smell of the lake and fresh flowers blowing through the window on a light breeze. or mowing the lawn and doing that one final push, then lying on the fresh-cut grass in the shade, watchign the shadows of the trees dancing along the green green grass, watchign birds, feeding the dogs dandelions... i can't wait for summer on the island. going swimming, going for walks with the dogs, riding my bike. mmmm.... island summer.

i guess that's all i'll write for now... as i have nothign else to write, really.

bya all

love you all, hugs for everybody.

cheers

~jessica
i wrote this at 3:13 PM