hiya

kinda a lame-ass title but meh.

i'm all full of yummy breakfast from the galaxie diner, where me and alicia went for breakfast. and the waiter was all weird and hitting on alicia and stuff... but in a weird way.

we just moved out all of alicia's crap. well, all of it except for some clothes, bed stuff and computer. you know, the essentials are still here... she's here till wednesday or tuesday nite. i'm gone on wed at 11. but i don't wanna leave.

i wanna learn how to play "come together" on the drums. i'm just listening to it now, and it sounds the coolest. go listen to it, or next time you hear it, pay attention to the drumming. it's fun

i'm a frosh boss. hooray! and i'm float, which is what i wanted to be. there are 90 of us. which is a hella lot. ha, hella. it's cuz they expect that there'll be 20% more frosh than before. jebus.

the fishies are doing well. when i get them home, i'm going to put rocks in their bowls. cuz right now they just have a large marble each and it's not fun for them.

my arm hurts.

i've started packing a little, but i still have a lot to do. but i don't wanna do it now, so i won't. but i dont' know what i'll do instead. i have to print my taxes at some point today so i can mail them to-morrow. hooray for taxes.

the other day me and alicia went downtown to go to sugar mountain and it was the best down-towning adventure ever. i bought my jesus hoodie for 9.99 - marked down from 40. hooray for that. and we went to sugar mountain. and we had fun on queen street, cuz it's the best street. and i fell in love with the city and realised how much i'm gonna miss just being able to hop on a bus and go downtown and watch people and have fun. *sigh* stupid country-bumpkin life. except i love that too. and i can't wait to be home and waking up to the sound of birds outside my window, the smell of the lake and fresh flowers blowing through the window on a light breeze. or mowing the lawn and doing that one final push, then lying on the fresh-cut grass in the shade, watchign the shadows of the trees dancing along the green green grass, watchign birds, feeding the dogs dandelions... i can't wait for summer on the island. going swimming, going for walks with the dogs, riding my bike. mmmm.... island summer.

i guess that's all i'll write for now... as i have nothign else to write, really.

bya all

love you all, hugs for everybody.

cheers

~jessica
i wrote this at 3:13 PM

here i am

so lots has happened, but i'm really lazy right now and don't wanna post. jesse left yesterday and i bawled. then diane left today and i didn't. cuz i will for sure see her again in my life. but for jesse, we don't know.

a bunch of them had their acting auditions today. they went mostly well.. mostly. andy seems more upset than he's tryign to let on, but we'll see what comes of it.

has anyone here seen the movie crash? cuz you shouldn't. it's porn, disguised as an artsy canadian experimental film. i dont' know about you, but freak-asses who have sex and get off on seeing/being in car crashes sure doesn't turn me on.

*sigh* i'm bored and lonely and quickly getting upset.

~jessica

oh, i got my computer today. so it doesn't have a burner, she wasn't sure and the answer is no.. lol.. but meh. it's a computer nonetheless. and i have fish now. two of them. because some dumb fuck thought it would be cool to buy 4 beta fish and put them in a bowl together and watch them fight to the death, then to throw food in it, leaving htem to continue to kill each other amidst chips and grease. andy found them all and took them home. i'm taking two (putting them in separate bowls) and the other two are taken care of as well.
i wrote this at 7:46 PM