god, i'm bored

i haven't done anythign all day, not really, yet it was a more productive sunday than most. my hair's all up the way it will be for formal. it wasn't what i was expecting, relaly, i was expecting something with long curls haning out and looking all pretty, but it's all like a poof of curls.. i like it though. i look like a princess...

so last nite i had the most irrelevant dream ever. i went back in time to the 80's and was talking to the beatles. but this was before they were famous, they were playing at a high school. and i kept getting their autographs, and no one really knew why. and george wasn't there yet. and i was talking to ringo and i kept thinking he was george but every time i asked "which one are you again?" they were like "who's george." again, i say most irrelevant dream ever. a friend of mine had a weird fucked up dream that could be interpreted somehow. and someone else was telling me about their dreams awhile ago... mine are always just dumb and have no relevancy to anything. i wished i coudl dream cool. that would be.. well, it would be cool, i guess....

god, i'm bored. maybe ill memorize my italian.... maybe... but probly not..

cheers

~jessica
i wrote this at 11:09 PM

changes

i changed the exploding dog pics. the second one, the one further down, used to be called "he knows" and had a guy standing in a desert coloured area, with his arms held wide. i thought it was symbolic of bush and his retarted search of death. now i've change it, i think it speaks for itself.

and i changed the song to time of your life. i was thinking i wanted to change it, but i dint' know to what. this song crossed my mind, cuz the end is quickly approaching, and it's the first song i ever posted. then, i was listeing to semi-charmed life, reading the lyrics and deciding it wasn't me at all, and i thought k, the next song will be the one i post... if it's good. and it was time of your life.

isn't it strange how what i thought was the end before turned out to be the beginning of now? i hope that what is coming will not be the end... by what is coming, i mean the end of the year. i'm frightened that i will lose the friends i've known for so little a time yet cherish so dearly. *sigh* i'm gonna stop thinking of this now, it's depressing me.
i wrote this at 8:47 PM

friday

and another good one. i love them. so much. to-day was spent in this-a-way. (which rhymes with disaray..however it's spelled.. lol)

~woke up at 11ish. no, it was more like 10ish.. ha, tennis.

~lazed around till diane came and said she was going to exchange moneys.

~got dressed did notthing with my hair as it was still the same as yesterday, though a little flat and fuzzy from sleeping: out with two braids at the sides that tie at the back. i look like a hippie and i love it. also, i had little curlies coming out at the front, in front of the braids roots... and they were gelled yesterday so they looked pretty.

~went with diane to get our formal tickets. i now owe her 40$. which i will have when my cheque comes through. yay. then we went for breakfast at c1c.

~came back to andy's and greg's. i watched this online lecture for facs that was incredibly dull.

~hung around my room awhile, as andy was high and not entertaining. lol

~went to tutorial. it was great. we were doing this really confusing thing that i won't try to explain cuz it will just confuse. but it involved matching authour's and titles of articles to the quotes of said articles. there were letters involved. such as "big B little c" and so on. so we're sitting there as a class tryign to figure this out, everyone is confused to shit, and it was freaking hilarious. so i start laughing. and i don't stop. for like 10 minutes. and i was sobbing. i haven't laughed this hard in sooo long.. it was great. i was crying and everything. and this guy thought i was laughing about something related to "big D little c" which i assume was something sexual, but i dind't get it, which made it funnier. then i kinda calmed down and answered one of the questions. "it's big A" and anne said "that's right! now read the quote with as much passion as you feel" and i just started laughing again and said i couldn't. man, it was fun.

~came back here and hung around.

~made spaghetti for me and jesse and meaghan and andy. but andy was sleeping so jaypee filled in for him, lol. it was yummy

~now i'm here.

so, this dress... here we go. it's black. it's got a white stripe around the top, over the tops of my boobs. there are little white spaghetti straps. it's tight until the waist/butt and then it flows all big. it's made of that shiny prom dress material. the bottom is nice and poofy. i look incredibly hot in it, as i said. i love it. i just need shoes. and a black choker. diane's gonna do my hair, as i think i said. man, i'm excited.

my hands hurt.

there has been so much fog lately. way too many clouds falling. of course, this is why the rain, or because of the rain, rather. i love it. i can't see the rest of campus, which is odd.

that's about it, i suppose

love you all, hugs for everybody

cheers

~jessica


i wrote this at 8:24 PM

addendum

oh, and there's a war going on. i choose to not voice opinions on my blog, as i'm sure the rest of the world is giving out enough. i'm anti-war. that's all that really matters. i found this blog which is interesting, i think. i didn't really have time to read it.
i wrote this at 2:09 AM

here i am again

blarg. that is about all i have to say... but i'll rant a little..

i'm bored. it's 2 am. on the dot, according to the comp. tonite was an aimless one, i hung around with jesse and alicia, then i hung around some more with jesse. then with jesse and diane. then he went with meg and greg and jaypee to the ab. and i watched almost famous with diane. what a good movie. now i'm considering whether or not i should go to bed. i'm thinking bed, as i have absolutely nothing else to do.

erm... ah yes. all my billions upon billions of things that were due are now out of my hands. hoorah. i just have my italian oral on mon and then some italian tests and i'm in for the clear, if you want to say that, which i don't.

still dont' know what i'm doing in the summer. still dreading the end of the year and the goodbyes.

i'm going to winters formal. and i look way hot in my (diane's) dress. yay.

i guess that's it.

bya.

love you all, hugs for everybody.

cheers

~jessica
i wrote this at 2:05 AM

!!!!!!IT'S SO FREAKING BEAUTIFUL OUTSIDE!!!!!!
i wrote this at 1:23 PM