ahhhhh fridays

so here i am.

i'm bored.

i'm listening to the ataris.

i'm talking to blue haired jon.

i'm kinda talking to andy, but he's talking to erin in real life, not online, so he's not really talking.

now i'm listening to san dimas, cuz it's the best song in the world.

i'm thinking about
~how i got all my work done this week
~how i don't really have anything to do this weekend so i'm going to work on things (like my paintings and my essay)
~how i really really really like this guy and hope he likes me too... but i strongly doubt he does
~a friendship that i think is falling apart, and i don't know what to do to rebuild it, or if the friend even wants that.
~how i have to call my mom to-nite
~how i'm going to diane's for a couple of days on the break... it's gonna rock!
~how i really have to pee...
~how i wish i were better at giving advice.
~how i need a job so that i can buy that laptop... and also live. money to live would be good

and that's about it.

love you all

cheers

~jessica
i wrote this at 6:38 PM

i just want you to know, i have a major crush on you

man, i've been listening to that song so endlessly the past while... i SO want someone (a certain someone.. *nudge nudge* *wink wink*) to sing it to me and for it to be real....

stuff has happened since my last post. but none of it is very interesting. and i have to excersise and do homework now. so there you are...

love you all

cheers

~jessica
i wrote this at 5:49 PM

to-day, a quick summary.

i started to do my new excercise-y routine... here's what it entails:

~wake up in the morning, before noon. no more sleeping in past 10. this will also help my sleeping at nite. whoot.
~i make my bed. this gives me the initiative and motivation to start the day. yay.
~i do stretches and crunches.
~i run up and down a flight of stairs. many times. this gives me the cardio excercise i need to lose fat. whoot.
~i stretch again. cooling down is necessary.
~i shower.
~i moisturise.
~i start the day.
~for breakfast, i get prolly a bagel, but fruit also. cuz fruit helps your metabolism and such.

yay! then i eat healthy for the day and do lots of homework. and instead of ever wallowing around and feeling sorry for myself, i will do something productive. not necessarily homework, but just draw or work on comics or something.

there it is, my solution for healthier living, both physically and emotionally. yay!






now we just have to see if it lasts...

love you all

cheers

~jessica

oh, and the rest of the day was spent in diane's room, watching goldmember and then i did my art history homework and watched some internet fun things. yay.
i wrote this at 6:14 PM