to-day, a quick summary.

i started to do my new excercise-y routine... here's what it entails:

~wake up in the morning, before noon. no more sleeping in past 10. this will also help my sleeping at nite. whoot.
~i make my bed. this gives me the initiative and motivation to start the day. yay.
~i do stretches and crunches.
~i run up and down a flight of stairs. many times. this gives me the cardio excercise i need to lose fat. whoot.
~i stretch again. cooling down is necessary.
~i shower.
~i moisturise.
~i start the day.
~for breakfast, i get prolly a bagel, but fruit also. cuz fruit helps your metabolism and such.

yay! then i eat healthy for the day and do lots of homework. and instead of ever wallowing around and feeling sorry for myself, i will do something productive. not necessarily homework, but just draw or work on comics or something.

there it is, my solution for healthier living, both physically and emotionally. yay!






now we just have to see if it lasts...

love you all

cheers

~jessica

oh, and the rest of the day was spent in diane's room, watching goldmember and then i did my art history homework and watched some internet fun things. yay.
i wrote this at 6:14 PM

pub nite! pub nite! ladadada hey!

and a fun one, too!... though i may have been high... everyone thought i was, but i was just really hyper, i swear!!!

ok, so here's what i did.

i got back from painting at like 7.. i went on the computer for a while. then um... oh yes, we all went to the art gallery to see jonny blair's stuff.. which all rocks the socks off of everyone. then me and diane and john came back to rez, so that they could get trashed before we all went to the ab. so they got high. and we watched rocky horror. then andy called and said they were going to the ab, so diane was all wait ten minutes. so they had ten minutes to get drunk, it was great. i was very hyper at this point, and jumping on the bed and such and such. so we went to andy's where everyone was and we sat around for awhile waiting for greg to get back from crew. he did, we left. we went to the ab, and as soon as we sat down (diane, john and i) were bored, so diane was like "let's go to the vent" as in, the place where you smoke up if you go outside... and we're not allowed smoking pot inside, so it's where all the dons go, too.. so we went there. and i was hyper already. then diane blew out a very large bunch of smoke and it went right down my lungs. then it happened again. and i was very very hyper afterwards. so she was convinced that i was high, but i wasn't.. first of all, it wasn't even in me for long enough to get me high (diane says, ya, but if it's your first time, then it could have been long enough) and second of all, i was just hyper. so we went back to the ab. and i was really really hyper. and so then andy thought i was high. cuz i just kept laughing at random things (and i mean laughing with tears coming down my face laughing) and being very very loud. but i don't think he really thought i was high.. i don't know. but he was like 'i've never ever seen you like this." and i kept yelling I'M NOT HIGH! and he was like 'i don't like jessica when she's stoned, she's scary" and stuff.. then at some point, i was saying something really funny and ridiculous to meaghan and erin and meaghan was like 'oh and you're the sober one?!' then diane was like NO, SHE'S TOTALLY HIGH! then rachel gave me a standing ovation. and erin was like really? and meaghan said she was disappointed in me.. kinda jokingly. but i explained, no i wasn't high.

but anyway. it was great. now i'm tired and i'm going to bed. me and diane and john came back to rez and we started watching goldmember, but it was boring and dumb so i left. also, i'm tired. but just now i saw that guy i like going to the ab, so now i want to go... everyone else is still there.. i think... no, i'll go to bed. i'm tired.

nite all

love you all

cheers all

~jessica
i wrote this at 12:19 AM

bla bla bla blaaaaaaaaaaah

the other day (saturday nite on the way to rocky horror) at downsview station there were fire trucks and ambulances and stuff and when we went inside, the stairs were taped off with police tape and there were cops and people watching and there was a body being wheeled away on a stretcher and it looked like the person was completely covered (like they were dead) but the paramedics were still attending to the person, so i don't really think he/she was dead... and at the bottom of the stairs was a jacket and gloves and a bit of blood and there was a guy sitting against a pole crouched over his knees with his head in his hands.. you know, like he was all sad.. and it was so disturbing because it was so damned real. i'm not used to scary things happening. cuz they don't happen in the real world, at least, not where i'm from

that's the thing i was writing in jen's gb then decided to stick there. and that's all i have to say to-day.

love you all

cheers

~jessica
i wrote this at 11:25 AM

blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarg.

i'm boooooooooooooooored..

i had an italian test to-day. it went better than i thought, but still not good.. so, i'll pass and maybe get like a c.. possibly a low b, but i doubt it to the extreme.

i've been listening to simon and garfunkel to-day and yesterday. i love them. so happy. so great.

so, to-day i also had drawing. it was actually kinda fun. and my friend wasn't there. so it was fun in the "look at me, i'm actually doin stuff!" type of fun. and it wasn't our regular boring old fart of a teacher, it was the TA i had for crit issues last semester. and she's all more helpful and fun and junk. so it was great. now the "drawing" is on my desk waiting to be finished. but i started writing on the computer... so i will do it later. if i hadn't been talking to andrew for so long, i would have done more on it. cuz i was all in an artsy mood and stuff... but now i'm kinda more in a write-y mood. so here we are

so, i think i'm actually going to start doing work before the day it's due. cuz i'm starting to enjoy it. and it fills the time when i would probly be depressed and stuff.... you know, the nites... they can be filled with work as a distraction. i think it'll work goodly.

blah blah blah.

so, ya, i'm going to start trying in italian too... and doing my paintings and my drawings. facs will probly still be procrastinated on. as will art history. but they're lectures. so they don't count.. or something...

when evening falls so hard, i'll comfort you.

have any other lyrics ever kicked as much ass as those of simon and garfunkel? i'm changing the title dealie at the top of the window.

if you need a friend, i'm sailing right behind.

andy and diane and i went downtown to-day to get diane's friend john. he seems like a fun guy... hahaha... such a stupid generic thing to say. but like when we were on the subway, andy and i were standing by the door and diane and john were standing across from us, at the other door, and then diane came over to us, and john was checking out the old ladies. like real obviously and stuff. it was hilarious. but the ladies didn't notice. and they were real old. it was great. oh, john's gay. he did this for humour's sake, he didn't want any old dried up vagina.

hahahaha.. i really just wrote that, didn't i? tee-hee...

ya, so...

andy is at crew. greg will be at rehersal in ten minutes. meaghan, daine and john are at a play. alicia is not here. i am alone.

i suppose i could do work. i will. i will work on either that drawing or the other ones. i'm not sure which, exactly. but that one :::cranes her head toward her desk::: is right there, whereas the other ones are to be done in the studio on second floor.

to-day when we were walking from one side of queen station to the other (cuz we're dumbasses and we went in the wrong direction) andy was singing ani and i sang a line from it, kinda quietish, but he was like "you have a nice singing voice." and that made me feel special. even though at the time, and still now, i'm all no i don't. but it was just that line, i guess...

spooky fish is sitting at the bottom of his bowl. i think he's bored. cuz i'm sitting here, but no other activity is going on and it's dark out the window. there's weird froth at the top of the water. heeeheeeheee... he just went to the top for water. he's so cute! now i'll talk about the fish...
~he is in the bowl that we used at the haunted house for the crystal ball.. so, you know, it's all spherical and stuff
~he is a beta, dark blue with redish parts in his fins.
~there is a red ribbon on his bowl. it really doesn't match, but that's okay.
~his rocks are pink and purple. and he has those little glass things at the bottom. and he has a green plastic plant thing.
~his bowl is situated in front of the window.. i made a table by putting my headboard that i unscrewed on the arms of alicia's chair that she doesn't need cuz she pushed her desk over so that you just have to sit on the bed and destroy your back when you're on the computer.
~my cloak is over the whole thing, so that you can't tell what's under it at all. and the cloak matches his fins perfectly.
~there are two little silver sparkly star shaped candles on either side of his bowl. it is very much like a shrine to the fish gods.

yay

i think that's enough writing for now...

love you all

cheers

~jessica
i wrote this at 8:04 PM

stealing other people's ideas is fuuuuuuuuuuun

hahaha. so i now also have a weather pixie. i like that one cuz he has a red hat and mittens and scarf. and sarah already took the cute one.

i also stole jen's idea of sorting out the links and of making things links to things. yay. but i wish i knew how to make a link be bold instead of underlined.. you know what i mean?

that's all that's happening with me right now...

love you all

cheers

~jessica
i wrote this at 7:12 PM

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i wrote this at 12:03 PM

damn

ya, so yesterday morning i was in blue haired jon's room and was talking to him about italian and how i didn't want to go and i don't like the class cuz i'm not learning anything, though my marks aren't too bad (i got a b last semester). so he was like "soo.... drop it" and i was like hey, that's a good idea. so then i was deciding to drop it, thinking that i had 33 credits. well, last nite i realised, no i have 30 credits (which is the minimum that we have to have, jon said it was 24 but he's not in fine arts... dammit) so if i dropped it, i would have to take two more 3 credit courses, like 2 studios, but that would be 8 more hours of class a week, and classes are damned expensive. so i missed italian yesterday because i thought i was dropping it anyway, but now i can't drop it. which is a very very annoying thing. *sigh* stupid class. i hate thee so....

oh, and ya, there is a new blode. sorry for not telling anyone.... and there are new scary monkey things too.... hahaha

love you all

cheers

~jessica
i wrote this at 11:53 AM

a decision that kinda sucks

so, here i am, monday morning soon to be afternoon, not doing my work. why, you ask? cuz i'm a dumbass procrastinator. and i'm still waking up... kinda....

anyway, so i have decided to try and not care. about.. this thing.. that's been bothering me. now, i have tried this before, to simply not care, and just distance myself from it... (i know that none of you really know what i'm talking about, but that's okay) no, wait. i am now deciding that i will still care, i will just not obssess (that word looks very wrong) when things go awry (is that how you spell that?)

*sigh* i just wish i could understand. reading minds would be an asset right about now...

so, ya, i have muchos italian to do... and probly stuff for other classes as well.... but i have italian to-day and i didn't go on wednesday so i have lots of work to catch up on. and i missed the quiz on wednesday.. poop to that.

tis all

love you all

cheers

~jessica
i wrote this at 11:43 AM