i just changed the exploding dog picture that i have. and it makes me wonder two things. one: what's the definition of ambiguities. i kinda know. but it makes me not understand the title of that... but i'll just look it up. two: what are all of your favourite exploding dog pictures? cuz then i can put those ones up for you all. so post answers in my guestbook now!
i wrote this at 3:25 AM

yay for christmas! and christmas parties! and christmas presents! and christmas parties where you get christmas presents!

so that's what i did to-nite. we did a secret santa dealie. i had rachel. it was at rachel's apartment, by the way. the apartment she shares with her older brother (who also goes to york) and their friend. so, ya. it was super fun. i had rachel, as i said, and i bought her socks and this little set thingy of lotion and bath gel. the scent was 'snow.' jay-pee had me and i got chocolate. lots and lots of chocolate. like 4 boxes of chocolate. and it was pot of gold, too. so super hooray for that! then when all the secret santa presents had been passed around, and opened, and the secret santas revealed by guessing who gave you what gift, we played this game where everyone has a card, and then your card gets called and you take a present from this basket. but you don't open it. cuz you can also steal presents from other people. so, for example, i had picked this orange tube. then this guy's card was chosen so he stole it from me, so i stole something from someone else. and the theivery continues till someone takes one out of the basket instead of stealing from someone else. it was quite fun. and played on the child's idea that the shiniest/biggest/funniest shaped present is the best. as i said, i had the orange tube. and i kept trying to get it. it turned out to be a tube of tootsie rolls (diane got it) and i got this cute little beanie-baby type cow. the main present everyone wanted was this red box. cuz it was heavy. it ended up being this really nice frame. but there were crap presents, too. andy got a condom and michelle got a transfer from a bus. which is just mean. but mostly everyone was happy. and greg was making this sauce thing with bananas that you put on ice cream, and it was all flambé-y. and i was helping him in the kitchen for a lot of the game. cuz he needed someone to put the ice cream in bowls. we also had a pot-lucky dinner thing. i made spaghetti... which some people ate, but mostly it just got hard and crunchy. but there was lots of sauce left (i think... some people were eating it on their rice) for rachel, jonny and that other guy.

well, now i think i might sleep.

i'm going down-town to-morrow with andy and diane. oh, i'll tell you their presents, too. andy got a flask with his initials on it (from spink) which was cool cuz it goes with his awesome pipe that he just bought that looks like a pen, but then you twist all this stuff and take things off and attach them other places and it becomes a pipe. it's so cool. and diane got a kick-ass photo of frankenfurter, and a stapler and two gloves, one with two of the fingers stapled together. the reason for all the stapling is that she got it from tania because diane had stapled tania's fingers together one day in stagecraft with one of those heavy-duty stapler things. so it was funny. and diane was high. so it was really funny. meaning i don't think she was high then, but she had been the rest of the nite, so i just thought i'd add that in...

bye now!

love you all as much as the amount of presents that existed to-nite.

~jessica

i wrote this at 3:15 AM

ha. i just added a funny site to the links. jen you should definitely go there. you'll love it, i think. oh and... THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR THE LETTER, THE CD AND THE PHONE CARDS!!!!!!! i love you !!!!!!!!!! and i'll call you probly sometime this weekend, maybe.... i'm busy to-nite and was last nite (yay saves the day...) anyway, i'm in the middle of somehting... bye!

love you all as much as hte fun i would have had last nite had i not been as tired and bored as i was....

`jessica
i wrote this at 2:43 PM

go procrastination.

so, here i am. it's 2.16 and i'm in andy's room alone. he stayed at kevin's last nite, so i had the bed all to myself. yay me. but i still didn't fall asleep till after 3.30. gah. and now i'm sitting her writing this instead of doing my paintings. well, i did have to go switch andy's laundry for him, cuz he asked me to and of course i would. so that's why i'm still here. and i was waiting for my massage from andy. so, now i think i might fold his laundry for him cuz i wouldn't want it to get all wrinkly. so that's what i'm gong to do. then i'm going to paint till i canst paint no more. stupid university. i just realised that i am absolutely screwed. i have paintings due to-morrow then on monday i have 3 essays due that i haven't even started yet, and my facs exam is on tuesday. so it gives me no time for studying. though i don't really need to study. i kinda want to. cuz i really really like this class so i really really really want to do well. and on friday nite we're all going to rachel's for a christmas pot-luck-y dinner and to do the secret santa thing. and on friday during the day we might be going ice skating. cuz that's fun as hell. so i'm not going to miss out on that. but we might just go next week sometime.

so now i'm going to fold andy's laundry then i'm going to paint. seriously.

bye all.

love you all as much as the amount of work i have to do... well, the amount i have to do in a short amount of time. it's like super-concentrated or something. anyway....

~jessica
i wrote this at 2:21 PM

waiting for a bed

so here i am, in meaghan and diane's room. meaghan is playing on the guitar, diane is lying on her bed, playing with a red scarf, humming along to the guitar. we just listened to the joseph and the amazing technicolour dreamcoat soundtrack. good times. good good times. mike spontaneously showed up to-nite (hmmmm... wonder what he wants.... ha.) so i'm not sleeping in my room to-nite. andy's not back yet. if he takes too long, i'm just going to crash here on the floor. ditto if he doesn't want me to sleep in his bed to-nite. i hate imposing on people, i hate sleeping on the cold, hard floor, but i hate being uncomfortable, which is what i would be if alicia and mike were sleeping in the bed next to me. not that i think they would really do anything... though there was that one time that her and greg... with andy in the room. asleep, but i'm a light sleeper. so if anything happened, i would be all weirded out. actually, i'd probly get up and leave, without saying anything, making them both feel embarassed.... hahahaha.that would be a funny story to tell. but i'd rather just not give it the chance to happen. so, if he's there when i walk by later, then andy's bed, here i come. or diane's floor. whichever.

gah. it's 12.02 and i want to go to sleep. if i had a bed, i could totally fall asleep now if i tried. which is annoying as hell. especially how i want to get up early so i can just paint all day, maybe that nite, and the next day till 1.30 ish. cuz gah. i have a critique. damn stupid naked people. i don't want to paint you anymore!

tis all

terrah!

love you all as much as i don't want to see these naked people again. and as much as i just want to go to sleep.

~jessica
i wrote this at 12:07 AM

god, i'm bored.

not just right at this moment, but all the time. if i had my easel i'd work on my naked people paintings, but it's in andy's room cuz i didn't have the hands nor the energy to carry it up here this morning... at like 3 or whatever....

oi, friends of mine, send me damn emails. i've been checking my inbox like 50 times a day... it's quite sad, really.

i just wrote my 'in class composition' in italian. since she told us exactly what it was going to be, i wrote it before hand then memorized it. so now i'm here an hour and a half earlier than normal.

i spent all day yesterday in andy's room. doing nothing. well, at like 1 ish in the am i started drawing. that was fun. but mostly i did nothing. just cuz i didn't want to be all alone in my boring room watching south park and doing nothing. so i stayed down there with people and did nothing. it was kinda fun. but i think i may have annoyed greg when he was trying to work. then again, maybe not. cuz i was just lying there, not really saying much. maybe i annoyed andy. but then again, probly not. but maybe. i dunno. alicia's going to get really drunk to-nite. and i am all done classes, except for my critique on thursday. and my facs exam on the 11th. but other than that, nothing for me... except the 3 essays and the paintings and the tons of studying i think i'll do for facs..... gah. university's not as hard as they all say. it's just trying to balance school with a social life that 'takes the kicker' or whatever that expression is....

well, i guess i'll go do nothing until andy or greg gets back and somehow tells me so that i can get my easel...

terrah!

love you all as much as i am drawing a blank as to how to express the amount of love i have for all of you... awww.... ha.

~jessica
i wrote this at 5:08 PM

wait, notice how most of those clash with each other... (i'm talking about the quiz results...) ha, that's pretty funny.
i wrote this at 3:30 AM

What Was Your PastLife?



What Obscure Animal are you?



Take the Purrsonality Quiz!



What Spooky Being are You?



Who are you?

hahahahahaha. i hate raves... meaning i hate clubs, having never been to a 'rave' persay....


well, that's enough of a waste of my time for this morning.... (it's 3.24.. holy shit.)

good nite all!

love you all as much as the amount of seconds i spent in andy and greg's room to-day... i was there all day, you do the freaking math, i'm going to bed/sleep (hopefully)

nite!

~jessica
i wrote this at 3:28 AM

Probably the only reason you're in the punk crowd is because it's rowdy and full of beer. You have a loud obnoxious nature, but your goofyness and constantly upbeat attitude make most people like your company very much. Whats Yer Punk?

k.... sure. aside from the beer thing, i guess it's kinda true... maybe
i wrote this at 10:06 PM

YAY FOR SNOW!!!

it's so pretty outside right now... there are large amounts of humongous snow-flake-clusters falling from the sky, being blown kinda in different directions cuz of the slight wind.... it's so pretty! i love snow!!!

i just woke up. and i am bored. i don't wanna go for food yet cuz my tummy is making odd noises and i'm not very hungry. and i like sitting in my pj's. maybe i'll do what i did yesterday and not change till waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay later. (<------ it's so much later that the way has a lot of a's.) oh, i am in a nice, good, kinda-festiveish mood.

like i said before, rocky horror was fun as hell. the cast was a little different, so we didn't have the awesome frank (he was doing the light, though) or the kick-ass magenta (but she was there, anyway.) and there were other changes, too. but the frank (though she was a girl) was still good, she had the head motions and such things down-pat. during the time warp, we went to the front to dance, and diane did her tap-danceyness at the part of columbia doing the tap-danceyness. it's so much more fun in costume!!! we were getting weird looks before we got to the theatre, like on the subway and stuff, it was cool. i like getting weird looks. and on the subway, there were these girls who were like what the fuck. so we explained to them. and now i think they're going to go see it sometimes, cuz we made it sound super fun, which it is...

well, i don't really know what to say. we missed our subway, well, we got the bloor one, but then we missed the one to downsview.. grr... so we took a cab and all was well.

i'm hungry now, so i'm going to go get food.... probly a bagel from the great canadian bagel, cuz that's what i always get... mmm... bagel. now i'm starving!

love you all as much as the amount of snow falling from the sky!

~jessica
i wrote this at 1:13 PM

well, i just did a bunch of quizzes (like what type of nipple do you have? [mine was abstract and artsy] and other such things) and then explorer screwed up and kicked me off so now i'm just going to bed.

bye.

rocky horror was fun as hell

love you all as much as i love rocky horror picture show.

~jessica
i wrote this at 3:43 AM