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Sonntag, Oktober 13

I'M SO BORED.

university's no fun when there's no one else around.

chandra said she was signing my guestbook. but she didn't damn that.

it's 5.30. i emailed the lady about the dinner. but i didn't do that until yesterday. so it might have been too late. and i don't know when it starts. and i didn't get any email back from the lady. damn that, too.

fuck, i'm so damn bored.

NO ONE IS HERE AT ALL.

roxanne said she was going to the dinner. and i don't know where she is right now. greg's gone somewhere. he said he was leaving at like 7 am. or something. i don't remember what was said exactly. i just ran into sketch in the hall but he was leaving. 'i'm already late.'

HOLY FUCK I'M BORED AS HELL.

i just walked around the whole building (and i mean the WHOLE building) and i found that there are staircases i didn't know about. but there were no people. there was music coming from jon's room (superman/spiderman/batman.. BLUE HAIR) but it wasn't jon, it was his roomate. and the door was closed. later, the door was open and the guy came walking to it from the stairs with his laundry. there was a girl in the second floor common room watching look who's talking. and there was a guy in the third floor common room watching football (ick.) but that was it! no, wait, there was talking coming from the don's room on the first floor. but THAT is it. hey, jesse was just walking in the quad! i'm gonna go!! bye!

love you as much as i am bored!

~jes'ca
i wrote this at 5:34 PM

Samstag, Oktober 12

i changed the song. yay. cuz this is a kickin song that i want everyone to listen to and to live by. kinda.

i'm bored!

i just ate my dinner - 6" veggie on white with xtra cheeze, gr. pepper, lettuce, tomato, sub sauce. and three double chocolate cookies. well, i've only eaten one and a half of those. the other two are sitting right there. right there. there. i also bought a drumstick and a popcicle from the general store, even though i told myself i would never buy anything from that damn store. they're in the freezer. for later. or another day. or something.

bye now!

love you all as much as i hope you're having good times and as much as i don't have anything to write.

~jes'ca
i wrote this at 7:06 PM

Freitag, Oktober 11

Strawberry: 50/100 Pear: 0/100 Banana: 50/100 Tomato: 30/100 Lemon: 20/100

Take the What Fruit Are You? test by Ellen and Aaron!

yay strawberries.

I'm Remy LeBeau
What X-Men Character are You?

ha. ah-hahaha. ah-hahahahahahaha! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! (tears pouring down my face.)

um, i'm not going home this weekend. i get to hang out all by myself (pretty much) around the rez. i'm like harry potter or something. except that i don't do magic, there are no secret passageways here (trust me, i've checked), i don't have a flying broomstick, i'm not famous, and i actually have work to do. also, i don't have any hot werewolf teachers, dammit.
i wrote this at 11:42 PM

so.............. it's thanksgiving weekend. at least, it's friday. i might be going home. maybe not. i might have a tumour in my armpit. i'm going to get it checked out like to-morrow. it's probly just a muscle thing.

tom's asleep on my bed, the weirdo. we were watching southpark - mecha streisand. then i looked over (i was on alicia's bed) and he was asleep. so i went on the computer.

that's all i'm gonna write for now.

bye.

love you all as much as the shortness of this post.

~jessica
i wrote this at 5:17 PM

Donnerstag, Oktober 10

yay slc punk!

boo to the stupid teacher thing (see jen's blog).

yay lipton brisk lemonade!

boo to getting old (see ja-9's blog).

yay to alicia finishing her essay thinger!

boo to me not seeing mark.

yay to going home this weekend, maybe!

boo to still no kissy.

yay to starting to get over it and deal with other things in my life besides him, cuz all that does is frustrate me!

boo to it's only maybe that i'm going home.

yay to maybe seeing a movie on friday nite with my friends! (anyone can come! if i haven't invited you, but you're reading this, i want you to come!)

boo to that being only maybe.

yay to getting my bursary application filled out and sent in on time!

i think to-day worked out quite well. nice and balanced. oh ya.

love you all as much as a bag of potato chips. that just kinda popped into my head. possibly cuz i just ate a whole lot of potato chips. mmmmmmmmmmmm. next time you can, eat a twizzler then eat some ruffles sour cream 'n onion chips. then eat another twizzler. then more chips. it's soooooooooooooooooo gooooooooooooood. especially when it's free. yum. no $$. (if you read those $$ and no ca-ching-ching! noise happened in your head the way it did in mine when i typed them, well, then, i don't know what to say to you. good day.)

~jessica
i wrote this at 12:47 AM

Dienstag, Oktober 8

i pushed enter cuz i don't like when things get lost in the date.

i got pretty pretty flowers from mark. yay. they smell nice. but right now they're looking kinda wonky from lying for awhile in the bag. they're in water now, though.

um, buffy was on to-nite. um.............. oh, ya. it was good. i liked spike. but mark was watching it with me so i couldn't comment on it. (it's funny, cuz mark could be reading this right now... are you? do you ever? then SIGN THE DAMN GUESTBOOK. no overload on smilies, please.)

i also watched angel. it um, existed. that's about all i can say about it.

hey, do you think that kt would be allowed to bring tye when her, jen and sarah visit? i don't really know who i'm talking to when i say 'do you think...' i was gonna write when you guys visit, cuz you guys read this, but then i thought, no cuz it won't be personal or direct enough to the ppl that aren't jen or sarah. so that's that. but seriously, what do you guys all think of that? i'll ask a don and junk but i mean would mom let me? would tye die if that happened? would jen let him go in the car? i don't really know why not... he'll just sit in kt's lap and cower, or not. cuz when i brought him home from the vet that time that he was there for the week after getting his tumours removed he was fine. but maybe that's cuz he was so happy to see me after a week of isolation. aw, i miss tye.

um, i was gonna write something else about tye or something... i can't remember. me and mark cuddled between buffy and angel. that sounded very disturbing. but ya, and we talked a little. which is better than we had before... which was nothing. um, he still hasn't kissed me... what's up with that? i was gonna ask him about it or something.. i was like planning on it since yesterday. then i got nervous and chickened out. dammit. damn my shyness. i don't even know why i can't ask. it's so not personal - it involves him. maybe i don't wanna embarass him.... possibly. i dunno. it's a very odd situation. and i don't like it much. i mean the not-kissing. i like the relationship. um, ya. k.

alicia's modern teacher's a huge bitch. seriously. i'm not gonna say why and all that. but she is. trust me.

i'm probly going home this weekend. yay! i don't know when and whatnot, but matt said he'd email me the info. i just need to figure out a ride from lindsay to home, then back the next day or whatever.

that's it.

bye now

love you all as much as um................. what's a large amount? um............... as much as i want a damn kiss. actually, i'm not as obsessive over that as i was two days ago. but still, it's been a month to-day if you go by date instead of day of the week. which is odd, cuz to-day i got the flowers and to-day we talked. oddness.

~jessica
i wrote this at 11:55 PM

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NO ONE IS HERE AT ALL. roxanne said she was going to the dinner. and i don't know where she is right now. greg's gone somewhere. he said he was leaving at like 7 am. or something. i don't remember what was said exactly. i just ran into sketch in the hall but he was leaving. 'i'm already late.' HOLY FUCK I'M BORED AS HELL. i just walked around the whole building (and i mean the WHOLE building) and i found that there are staircases i didn't know about. but there were no people. there was music coming from jon's room (superman/spiderman/batman.. BLUE HAIR) but it wasn't jon, it was his roomate. and the door was closed. later, the door was open and the guy came walking to it from the stairs with his laundry. there was a girl in the second floor common room watching look who's talking. and there was a guy in the third floor common room watching football (ick.) but that was it! no, wait, there was talking coming from the don's room on the first floor. but THAT is it. hey, jesse was just walking in the quad! i'm gonna go!! bye! love you as much as i am bored! ~jes'ca i wrote this at 5:34 PM Samstag, Oktober 12 i changed the song. yay. cuz this is a kickin song that i want everyone to listen to and to live by. kinda. i'm bored! i just ate my dinner - 6" veggie on white with xtra cheeze, gr. pepper, lettuce, tomato, sub sauce. and three double chocolate cookies. well, i've only eaten one and a half of those. the other two are sitting right there. right there. there. i also bought a drumstick and a popcicle from the general store, even though i told myself i would never buy anything from that damn store. they're in the freezer. for later. or another day. or something. bye now! love you all as much as i hope you're having good times and as much as i don't have anything to write. ~jes'ca i wrote this at 7:06 PM Freitag, Oktober 11 Strawberry: 50/100 Pear: 0/100 Banana: 50/100 Tomato: 30/100 Lemon: 20/100 Take the What Fruit Are You? test by Ellen and Aaron! yay strawberries. I'm Remy LeBeau What X-Men Character are You? ha. ah-hahaha. ah-hahahahahahaha! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! (tears pouring down my face.) um, i'm not going home this weekend. i get to hang out all by myself (pretty much) around the rez. i'm like harry potter or something. except that i don't do magic, there are no secret passageways here (trust me, i've checked), i don't have a flying broomstick, i'm not famous, and i actually have work to do. also, i don't have any hot werewolf teachers, dammit. i wrote this at 11:42 PM so.............. it's thanksgiving weekend. at least, it's friday. i might be going home. maybe not. i might have a tumour in my armpit. i'm going to get it checked out like to-morrow. it's probly just a muscle thing. tom's asleep on my bed, the weirdo. we were watching southpark - mecha streisand. then i looked over (i was on alicia's bed) and he was asleep. so i went on the computer. that's all i'm gonna write for now. bye. love you all as much as the shortness of this post. ~jessica i wrote this at 5:17 PM Donnerstag, Oktober 10 yay slc punk! boo to the stupid teacher thing (see jen's blog). yay lipton brisk lemonade! boo to getting old (see ja-9's blog). yay to alicia finishing her essay thinger! boo to me not seeing mark. yay to going home this weekend, maybe! boo to still no kissy. yay to starting to get over it and deal with other things in my life besides him, cuz all that does is frustrate me! boo to it's only maybe that i'm going home. yay to maybe seeing a movie on friday nite with my friends! (anyone can come! if i haven't invited you, but you're reading this, i want you to come!) boo to that being only maybe. yay to getting my bursary application filled out and sent in on time! i think to-day worked out quite well. nice and balanced. oh ya. love you all as much as a bag of potato chips. that just kinda popped into my head. possibly cuz i just ate a whole lot of potato chips. mmmmmmmmmmmm. next time you can, eat a twizzler then eat some ruffles sour cream 'n onion chips. then eat another twizzler. then more chips. it's soooooooooooooooooo gooooooooooooood. especially when it's free. yum. no $$. (if you read those $$ and no ca-ching-ching! noise happened in your head the way it did in mine when i typed them, well, then, i don't know what to say to you. good day.) ~jessica i wrote this at 12:47 AM Dienstag, Oktober 8 i pushed enter cuz i don't like when things get lost in the date. i got pretty pretty flowers from mark. yay. they smell nice. but right now they're looking kinda wonky from lying for awhile in the bag. they're in water now, though. um, buffy was on to-nite. um.............. oh, ya. it was good. i liked spike. but mark was watching it with me so i couldn't comment on it. (it's funny, cuz mark could be reading this right now... are you? do you ever? then SIGN THE DAMN GUESTBOOK. no overload on smilies, please.) i also watched angel. it um, existed. that's about all i can say about it. hey, do you think that kt would be allowed to bring tye when her, jen and sarah visit? i don't really know who i'm talking to when i say 'do you think...' i was gonna write when you guys visit, cuz you guys read this, but then i thought, no cuz it won't be personal or direct enough to the ppl that aren't jen or sarah. so that's that. but seriously, what do you guys all think of that? i'll ask a don and junk but i mean would mom let me? would tye die if that happened? would jen let him go in the car? i don't really know why not... he'll just sit in kt's lap and cower, or not. cuz when i brought him home from the vet that time that he was there for the week after getting his tumours removed he was fine. but maybe that's cuz he was so happy to see me after a week of isolation. aw, i miss tye. um, i was gonna write something else about tye or something... i can't remember. me and mark cuddled between buffy and angel. that sounded very disturbing. but ya, and we talked a little. which is better than we had before... which was nothing. um, he still hasn't kissed me... what's up with that? i was gonna ask him about it or something.. i was like planning on it since yesterday. then i got nervous and chickened out. dammit. damn my shyness. i don't even know why i can't ask. it's so not personal - it involves him. maybe i don't wanna embarass him.... possibly. i dunno. it's a very odd situation. and i don't like it much. i mean the not-kissing. i like the relationship. um, ya. k. alicia's modern teacher's a huge bitch. seriously. i'm not gonna say why and all that. but she is. trust me. i'm probly going home this weekend. yay! i don't know when and whatnot, but matt said he'd email me the info. i just need to figure out a ride from lindsay to home, then back the next day or whatever. that's it. bye now love you all as much as um................. what's a large amount? um............... as much as i want a damn kiss. actually, i'm not as obsessive over that as i was two days ago. but still, it's been a month to-day if you go by date instead of day of the week. which is odd, cuz to-day i got the flowers and to-day we talked. oddness. ~jessica i wrote this at 11:55 PM	songs king of spain ~ moxy fruvous boys in the hood ~ dynamite hack hands down ~ dashboard confessional dreams quotes fun is way better than suck." ~tom kerr "astrogen... it's like estrogen for space-men." ~jaypee "you're like a rock-star sailor moon." ~andy "it's like rainbow brite telling you to fuck off." ~andy "everyone has an academic advisor just like everyone has a bellybutton." ~jaypee "i hate the word torso. it reminds me of the word 'bloody stump'." ~jaypee "i love people and the stuff they say." ~finn ....diane "does a plastic bag count?" 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