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i changed the song. yay. cuz this is a kickin song that i want everyone to listen to and to live by. kinda.

i'm bored!

i just ate my dinner - 6" veggie on white with xtra cheeze, gr. pepper, lettuce, tomato, sub sauce. and three double chocolate cookies. well, i've only eaten one and a half of those. the other two are sitting right there. right there. there. i also bought a drumstick and a popcicle from the general store, even though i told myself i would never buy anything from that damn store. they're in the freezer. for later. or another day. or something.

bye now!

love you all as much as i hope you're having good times and as much as i don't have anything to write.

~jes'ca
i wrote this at 7:06 PM

Strawberry: 50/100 Pear: 0/100 Banana: 50/100 Tomato: 30/100 Lemon: 20/100

Take the What Fruit Are You? test by Ellen and Aaron!

yay strawberries.


I'm Remy LeBeau
What X-Men Character are You?

ha. ah-hahaha. ah-hahahahahahaha! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! (tears pouring down my face.)

um, i'm not going home this weekend. i get to hang out all by myself (pretty much) around the rez. i'm like harry potter or something. except that i don't do magic, there are no secret passageways here (trust me, i've checked), i don't have a flying broomstick, i'm not famous, and i actually have work to do. also, i don't have any hot werewolf teachers, dammit.
i wrote this at 11:42 PM

so.............. it's thanksgiving weekend. at least, it's friday. i might be going home. maybe not. i might have a tumour in my armpit. i'm going to get it checked out like to-morrow. it's probly just a muscle thing.

tom's asleep on my bed, the weirdo. we were watching southpark - mecha streisand. then i looked over (i was on alicia's bed) and he was asleep. so i went on the computer.

that's all i'm gonna write for now.

bye.

love you all as much as the shortness of this post.

~jessica
i wrote this at 5:17 PM

yay slc punk!

boo to the stupid teacher thing (see jen's blog).

yay lipton brisk lemonade!

boo to getting old (see ja-9's blog).

yay to alicia finishing her essay thinger!

boo to me not seeing mark.

yay to going home this weekend, maybe!

boo to still no kissy.

yay to starting to get over it and deal with other things in my life besides him, cuz all that does is frustrate me!

boo to it's only maybe that i'm going home.

yay to maybe seeing a movie on friday nite with my friends! (anyone can come! if i haven't invited you, but you're reading this, i want you to come!)

boo to that being only maybe.

yay to getting my bursary application filled out and sent in on time!


i think to-day worked out quite well. nice and balanced. oh ya.

love you all as much as a bag of potato chips. that just kinda popped into my head. possibly cuz i just ate a whole lot of potato chips. mmmmmmmmmmmm. next time you can, eat a twizzler then eat some ruffles sour cream 'n onion chips. then eat another twizzler. then more chips. it's soooooooooooooooooo gooooooooooooood. especially when it's free. yum. no $$. (if you read those $$ and no ca-ching-ching! noise happened in your head the way it did in mine when i typed them, well, then, i don't know what to say to you. good day.)

~jessica
i wrote this at 12:47 AM

i pushed enter cuz i don't like when things get lost in the date.

i got pretty pretty flowers from mark. yay. they smell nice. but right now they're looking kinda wonky from lying for awhile in the bag. they're in water now, though.

um, buffy was on to-nite. um.............. oh, ya. it was good. i liked spike. but mark was watching it with me so i couldn't comment on it. (it's funny, cuz mark could be reading this right now... are you? do you ever? then SIGN THE DAMN GUESTBOOK. no overload on smilies, please.)

i also watched angel. it um, existed. that's about all i can say about it.

hey, do you think that kt would be allowed to bring tye when her, jen and sarah visit? i don't really know who i'm talking to when i say 'do you think...' i was gonna write when you guys visit, cuz you guys read this, but then i thought, no cuz it won't be personal or direct enough to the ppl that aren't jen or sarah. so that's that. but seriously, what do you guys all think of that? i'll ask a don and junk but i mean would mom let me? would tye die if that happened? would jen let him go in the car? i don't really know why not... he'll just sit in kt's lap and cower, or not. cuz when i brought him home from the vet that time that he was there for the week after getting his tumours removed he was fine. but maybe that's cuz he was so happy to see me after a week of isolation. aw, i miss tye.

um, i was gonna write something else about tye or something... i can't remember. me and mark cuddled between buffy and angel. that sounded very disturbing. but ya, and we talked a little. which is better than we had before... which was nothing. um, he still hasn't kissed me... what's up with that? i was gonna ask him about it or something.. i was like planning on it since yesterday. then i got nervous and chickened out. dammit. damn my shyness. i don't even know why i can't ask. it's so not personal - it involves him. maybe i don't wanna embarass him.... possibly. i dunno. it's a very odd situation. and i don't like it much. i mean the not-kissing. i like the relationship. um, ya. k.

alicia's modern teacher's a huge bitch. seriously. i'm not gonna say why and all that. but she is. trust me.

i'm probly going home this weekend. yay! i don't know when and whatnot, but matt said he'd email me the info. i just need to figure out a ride from lindsay to home, then back the next day or whatever.

that's it.

bye now

love you all as much as um................. what's a large amount? um............... as much as i want a damn kiss. actually, i'm not as obsessive over that as i was two days ago. but still, it's been a month to-day if you go by date instead of day of the week. which is odd, cuz to-day i got the flowers and to-day we talked. oddness.

~jessica
i wrote this at 11:55 PM

yay for yesterday.

now i'm gonna tell you every thing that happened. why? cuz i don't wanna do my homework... and cuz some of you may want to know. possibly. well, i know chandra does.

i woke up at 9-ish beside mark. we lazed around till 5-to-10 when i collect called jen's cell, like i was supposed to. but you can't call collect to a cell phone. so i called normal. but it wouldn't work. i kept trying till around 11 (during this time i also talked to chandra on msn. and i got ready to go, cuz i decided i'd be there for 12-ish. chandra also talked to mark on msn, which was kinda strange. i think.) at 11, mark and i left - me to get lost downtown (or so i thought) and him to go to his room to do work.

i walked to the bus which was waiting, prolly cuz it was saturday and there are fewer busses. i got on, put on what i thought was a token in the thinger and sat down. about 2 minutes later the driver looked at me and told me to come to the front. i had put in a dime BY MISTAKE (seriously, i admit i use dimes at stations, but i never ever do it on the bus.... i must have grabbed the wrong thing) so i gave him a token and sat down, trying not to think that it was a great start to a day - not being able to reach jen, getting in trouble by the bus driver. i tried to not think of these as omens.

so i got to union station via subway. when there, i consulted the map on the wall for a minute or two then i asked the guy in the booth thing where the acc was. he said go up the steps and turn left. i said 'up the steps and turn left? and that's it?' he said yep and i said thank you and he said you're welcome.

so i went up the steps. i turned left (there was a sign there - at the top of the steps - that said ACC <---- this way.) so i turned left. and went up those steps onto the street. i walked left. i looked around and saw no acc. so i kept walking. i walked left for about 2 blocks, till in front of the humingbird centre. then i saw this man with two children. the children were wearing leafs jerseys. i was like yay. so i asked the guy where the acc was. he told me to go back to the corner i had just passed and to turn left. so i did. and found it. yay.

jen and sarah and kt were sitting on a bench. i walked up to them, waving. i expected them to be more excited or something. but i guess they had been waiting for quite awhile, since the thing had ended at 11.30. i was there at 12.45 or something. so i hugged them. (extra hugs for chandra!) jen was kinda pissy cuz i had come alone. but then she was fine. they were eating cinnamen rolls. (how the fuck do you spell cinnamen?) oh! gotta get my laundry!! hold on!

k, i'm back. um......... ya, so. i showed them my frosh week pictures. then we went to the van to drop off my bag and to do something else that i don't remember. then we walked to the ferry. we paid our money and waited for the boat. there were pigeons and kt was feeding them popcorn, while singing 'feed the birds' but then this guy was like 'don't feed the birds' so that was annoying. there were these two kids. a boy who looked around 5-ish maybe and a tiny little girl, like 2-ish. the little boy was a little bastard. he kept running around and trying to kick the birds. then he would run over and shove his little sister to the ground. she fell over like 3 times.

eventually the boat got there and we went on it. ha. that was obvious. we went to the island. the boat ride was nice but kt, sarah and jen thought it was too cold. i liked it. so we got to the island and we walked over a field full of bird crap and we played through a maze. there were these two guys with bikes who were laughing at us. like when i said 'oh shit, a dead-end.' that was fun. then we walked over this bridge and to the pier. it was soooooooooooo pretty. to the right, the lake was all shiny bright and the sky was kinda darkish and it looked so cool. i think that bringing my easel there and painting would be very very fun. so i'll do it. we sat around on the pier for a while. kt wanted to go to much music but it was too far away. i think i might take them if they want, if they come later in the month to stay with me.

then we left.

we walked back to the van and then goodbyes happened. kt brought me granola and my musik painting i asked her to bring. but the other stuff she couldn't find so i'll have to wait till next time. then i walked to the subway thinger (it was a streetcar. and i had just been on it the other day, so it was stupid of me to not know that when we were wondering what it was.) i got to union station. i got on the northbound subway. i got to downsview. i got on the 106, i got off the bus at my res and i went inside.

when alicia got back, she had brought lots of fun things. like twizzlers. and a sheet that we put on the ceiling. it looks very cool and very mood-y. we made pasta for dinner. and we used my easel as a table, cuz that's fun. then meaghan and diane came over and we watched family guy and a bit of south park. then we went to the student centre to see treble charger.oh ya, also, andy came with us. and he had hot hair.

standing in line was fun. we were very hyper and laugh-y. we were standing up at the front on the right side for the first band and for the crappy-ass music they played in between and before bands. there were only two bands - treble charger and 4 square. 4 square were very good and sound kinda like the get-up kids. i bought their cd and a t-shirt. they sound more like the get-up kids when they're live than on the cd. also, some of them are gay. we think.

after them, me and diane gave andy our glasses and her bag and our sweatshirts (andy is so awesome for holding all of our crap) and we went to the middle at the front-ish. for moshing. there were these guys who were very hyped and such. so it was fun. but it took forever for them to actually start playing. the first song we were all mosh-y, but not really. just kinda. but diane got yelled at cuz apparently, we're not allowed moshing. which is just fucking stupid. treble charger are a very good live band. greig (the lead singer) was drunk and drinking whisky. so that was fun. and oh ya, diane's goal is to have sex with a rockstar by the end of the year. so she was gonna fuck someone from treble charger. and she was flashing the bands before treble charger started, cuz they were standing on the second level and looking down from the oval.

so, treble charger asked for two volunteers. there was this guy with a cat in the hat hat and his friend. and diane. what they had to do was drink a whole bottle of gingerale (like the big kind) and try not to puke over the audience. they were also given buckets. into which they both puked. diane puked kinda a lot. so when that was done, she was trying to ask greig to have sex with her, but he didn't really notice she was trying to talk to him. then she came back. and more moshing and more yelling at us happened. for hundred million, it was very moshy and body surfing happened. not me, but diane. then she got pulled off by a security bastard. cuz i don't think we were allowed to do that either. then we were moshing a little more. it just wasn't a very good moshing though. it was too tame cuz no one wanted to get kicked out.

treble charger are also a good band cuz they played stuff from their first album. their last song was hundred million. and their encore was red and friend of mine. so that was awesome.

when it was over, diane had left to stand beside where the band leaves the stage. she asked greig if he would be interested in some casual sex. he said 'are you serious?! wait here.' so she did. and we were gonna wait for her, cuz we didn't want her walking across campus alone. so we talked to 4 square and got them to sign our cds and stuff. oh ya. meaghan and erin each got treble charger pics. and one of the mosh pit guys got the damn drumstick. but i wanted it, dammit. they also throwed out those little cardboard thingers that we got from edgefest.

so diane was waiting for a while. then we got kicked out. not diane, but us. so we were outside for awhile. we couldn't see her anymore so we figured that she had gone backstage. so we went back to res to drop of erin and alicia and to get warmer clothes. then we were coming back (me, andy and meaghan) to get diane so she wouldn't walk home alone. i went into my room to drop off my stuff and to change and when i was walking to meaghan's diane had just come in. cuz greig had never shown up. so she went to the bathroom, and i went to andy's. i met meaghan along the way and told her of diane. then greg and alicia said that andy went to the quad to meet us there. we found him and sketch and we told them. then we went to my room to watch south park. alicia and greg were now in there messing with the computer because greg's was fucked or something. i laid down. and andy and diane left to smoke some pot. me and meaghan talked for a while and stuff. eventually greg left to go back to his computer. alicia was all pissed. i didn't really get why. then i went and showered. when i got back, alicia was alone cuz everyone went to get food from the ab. this is when alicia was pissed. eventually, they came back and we watched south park. i fell asleep at some point and slept till 1-ish to-day.

there. longest post ever.

love you all as much as the amount of fun i had yesterday.

~jessica
i wrote this at 2:52 PM

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