found 'em!

and here is the song... solsbury hill - peter gabriel

and here are the lyrics:

Climbing up on solsbury hill
I could see the city light
Wind was blowing, time stood still
Eagle flew out of the night

He was something to observe
Came in close, I heard a voice
Standing stretching every nerve
I had to listen had no choice

I did not believe the information
Just had to trust imagination
My heart was going boom boom, boom
Son, he said, grab your things, I’ve come to take you home.

To keeping silence I resigned
My friends would think I was a nut
Turning water into wine
Open doors would soon be shut

So I went from day to day
Tho’ my life was in a rut
’till I thought of what I’d say
Which connection I should cut

I was feeling part of the scenery
I walked right out of the machinery
My heart was going boom boom boom
Hey, he said, grab your things, I’ve come to take you home.
Yeah back home

When illusion spin her net
I’m never where I want to be
And liberty she pirouette
When I think that I am free

Watched by empty silhouettes
Who close their eyes, but still can see
No one taught them etiquette
I will show another me

Today I don’t need a replacement
I’ll tell them what the smile on my face meant
My heart was going boom boom boom
Hey, I said, you can keep my things, they’ve come to take me home.


woot.
i wrote this at 3:35 PM

where we used to laugh there's a shouting match, sharp as a thumbnail tack.

so here i am at dad's. i slept until 1.20 and he's gone to work. he left at like 7 am. and he'll be back in like an hour. and then we're going shopping downtown. woot.

so i've been sitting here doing nothing and being bored. lol.

look around your world, pretty baby, is it everything you hoped it would be?

i'm trying to figure out what this song is. it's an old song.. à la Q107. and the only part i can remember goes "my heart going boom boom boom. son, he said, pack your bags i've come to take you home." jen, you should know what i'm talking about.

man, i love great big sea. i'm so bored. ahhh! ah well. like one hour. i can and will play parappa, i think.

oh, i had some fuct up dreams last nite and they are on my little dream dealie. woot.

love, hugs and a lack of things to say.

~jess
i wrote this at 3:19 PM

nine companions... you shall be the fellowship of the rings.

heh. no music right now. just listenin to lord of the rings the first through the wall.

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVERYBODY!!!

it's christmas. i'm full of cheese and crackers and grapes and candy from my stocking. wooooooooooooot. i don't have anything to write....

i got 100 buckerinos last nite as a christmas eve prezzie. that means i can eat while i am in nyc. that makes me happy.

hmm... the christmas pot-luck party dealie was supremely fun. fun fun fun huh! i laughed so much my lungs were burning.. though that may have been from allergies and the lack of sleep.

i got to open my christmas card from dad today... well, i did it before i went to bed, cuz it was 1.30 so it was technically christmas. it was so cute. james loves me. yay love! yay loving me! lol

hmmm

i'm going back to the tdot tomorrow! yay! and licia's comin back on sunday. so the terrible trio shall be reunited once more. i can't wait! *giggle*

i also can't wait for our roadtrip to nyc. it's gonna be soooo much fun. and if it isn't, i'm gonna -- no, wait, there's no way it could not be fun. so yay! smiley times ahead!

i guess i'll go watch lotr since no one is online and this is a very useless post. i thought i had something to write/do.. i guess i did not...

love, hugs and a merriest of holidays to you all

~jessica
i wrote this at 4:41 PM

never thought i'd find a love so sweet, never thought i'd meet someone like you.

*giggle* i'm listening to robyn.

so, ya. ignore what i said about sp being all cliffhangery. apparently, she was just crying cuz she was leaving her apartment. i didn't get it. cuz i'm dumb. boo.

i spent the entire nite reading old posts from the summer on the winters message board cuz i was that bored. ha. board/bored. that's funny. NOT FUNNY!

she is electric, can i be electric too?

my shoulder is so messed up! arg! this has been going on since before the summer started, i think. i need to go to a professional chiropractor, i think. and i also think that we get one free chiropractor's appointent through the york health plan. so goodie.

reach for stars and fly a fantasy. dream a dream and what you see will be.

alright, so. i have tomorrow to finish up your guys' prezzies. i also have to figure out how the hell i'm getting to your place, clare, as i still have no idea. i'll ask jane tomorrow if she can gimme a lift to town or something. arg.

ahahaha... i was just apologizing to james about the state my house was in when he and licia dropped me off, and he said this "jess, the way you decribe your mom, I was expecting a crack den" hahaha... eee.. i'm gonna stop complaining about my mom, i think.

and even if you could cave in, i wouldn't know where to begin.

i also have to stop calling myself dumb. i mean, i hate it when other ppl call me dumb, so i should really stop doing it to myself. there are two new year's resolutions for me. and lose weight, as always, and stop procrastinating. *sigh* i'm not gonna say that this semester is gonna be the one i stop procrastinating, cuz i stopped lying (even to myself) a long time ago.

but the stars we could reach were just starfish on the beach.

i wish i could make your prezzies a lot cooler than they're gonna be. maybe i'll make extra prezzies throughout the year for no reason. those are fun. just surprise prezzies for no reason other than i love you guys. they'll sorta make up for the fact that i keep being late for all present-giving occasions. well, i hope they would. *giggle*

if i had to explain it, i wouldn't know where to start. it's like you're falling in love while i just fall apart.

welp, it's 4 am. i think it's about time i started heading for bed.

love, hugs and random posts

~jessica
i wrote this at 4:12 AM