not much to say... but i'll say it anyway.

so, i have not really done anything at all since my last post. hmmm.. thursday i took the dogs to the vet, spent 99$ on them even though there was nothing wrong.. (we brought them in because the secretary lady said that pepper had worms.. nope, he didn't.), then i spent the next few days on the internet. finding awesome sites, and playing snood... which i am kinda sick of now. well i was yesterday. but to-day i didn't come online till 7.30 or something. i spent the day decorating the bathroom all christmas-y (which included drawing on the wall with chalk.. yay) and looking through pictures for what ones to paint for my grandmama. i also primed the canvas that i will paint for her.

i'm listening to joseph cuz diane was a dear and let me borrowed it. last nite i was all depressed and was going to post a thing all about it, saying this: what do i want for christmas? nothing. "and you shall receive it, in abundance!" to quote frankenfurter. but what i want now (then...) is just to be on a subway with diane on the way to rocky horror, on a subway with alicia on the way to yorkdale, using andy as a pillow as we watch some movie, sitting in our room watching southpark with everybody...

that's pretty much what i was going to write, that i just wanted to be back there. but then hyphen face came online and i cheered up. cuz she's fun and all... lol. and then andy came online too, so i was all happy. then they both disappeared, but whatever, i was already happy. and i'm going to go see the two towers on sunday, which will make for fun times. and then it's christmas, and then it's new years with everyone here, and then i go home. and i might be going to sarah's at some point. so as soon as sunday comes, the time will fly with funness. yay.

well, that's it.

terrah!

love you all as much as i wish i lived around all of you, so i could see all your faces and hear all your voices.... i can't remember at all what the uni-friends sound like, with the exception of greg, cuz of the accent, and i can barely remember what they look like. and right now i can barely remember what lindsay peeps look and sound like... with the exception of sarah cuz i just saw her last friday....

alrighty. bye.

~jessica
i wrote this at 8:08 PM

*sigh*

so here i am. it's what? wenesday? yep, it's wednesday nite and i have done nothing. not a thing. other than sit on the computer, play snood, chat with friendses, and watched the occasional movie... i'm going to be fat when i go back... then to-nite, when kt booted me off the computer, i decided, well, that won't do! so i excersised.... 30 sit ups, 10 (girlie) push-ups (hey you... shut up) and i also warmed up/stretched and cooled down/stretched again at the right times. i did this while watching xfiles. the pilot. and i decided that each nite i will watch the next ep of the show and do these excersises, and then i'll be a nice normal weight when i get back, yay.

so, anyway, on sunday i'm going to go see two towers. yay me. and jen and sarah and kt, cuz they are all going as well. i need skateboards. kt's supposed to get me some to-morrow, and she better remember, cuz if she doens't i'll be pissed... and i won't let her come to lotr.. ha, just kidding, i'm not allowed to not allow her.. *sigh* why is no one online? well, it says andy is, but he hasn't said anything since like 3 o'clock-ish, so he's probly away from the computer....

well, as i have nothing exciting to report, i will toddle off.

terrah!

love you all as much as i wish i lived closer to you... all of you!!

~jessica
i wrote this at 8:00 PM

goddammit! everyone cheer up now!

and this applies to me too, though i'm not really upset so much as pissed off.... and there is no reason for it....

chandra: don't think of the future. think of now. and what you can think of about now is that you are with people you love, you are having the time of your life and experiencing what sounds like the most enriching, positive time ever.

jen: don't think of now, think of the future... ha. the near future, is what i mean.. like the end of the week. right now do your work, don't worry about it, just do what you can. don't think of anything else, just do the work. this week will be over sooner than you expect, and then funness will ensue, i promise... no, i can't promise that, but i promise that i will try and make it fun for you. so think of that, not now....

sarah: update your fucking blog. ha.

meaghan: thanks for the email, will email you back once i have anythign interesting to say.

diane: go on msn and go on early and stay longer than a second!! jesus!

and those are the only ones who ever read this, i think..

that's all for now.

hope everyone is having fun..

terrah!

love you all as much as i want everyone to be happy.

~jessica
i wrote this at 8:19 PM